[Lenka you are a mess]

We don't. You're right.

But we need to keep searching, isn't that correct?

[she knows what it's like to be at the bottom of the barrel. to have lost all hope and reason for continuing on. and although that was a long time ago. . .]

. . . I'm sorry. I wish I could say something more helpful than "we must keep going." That's what I believe, truly and deeply, right down to the depths of my heart. But. . .

Ultimately, the decision to keep fighting rests upon your own shoulders. As does your reason for fighting.