Utsugi "May the Vores Be With You" Lenka (
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After(life) Party--
[Lenka isn't talking much, though he spends most of the time after the execution either expressionless or frowning, moving among the ones still left at the campfire to check on people and try to make sure none of them are trying to either follow Boa or possibly throw literal or metaphorical stones at each other. Probably everyone's too exhausted for any of that at this point.
At some point he disappears for a little bit and comes back with an entire table and supplies -- not from the kitchen, but from the stash he'd accumulated in Cabin 2. It's not much, but it feels better than eating anything from the kitchen right now. Nobody wants that.
There's just some crackers and fruit snacks and some cheese with them. A few baggies to take them to go since most people aren't hungry right this moment. Once that's set out, he'll idle at one end of the table, staring out into the lake.]
At some point he disappears for a little bit and comes back with an entire table and supplies -- not from the kitchen, but from the stash he'd accumulated in Cabin 2. It's not much, but it feels better than eating anything from the kitchen right now. Nobody wants that.
There's just some crackers and fruit snacks and some cheese with them. A few baggies to take them to go since most people aren't hungry right this moment. Once that's set out, he'll idle at one end of the table, staring out into the lake.]
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I can't... I can't Tal...
[ He chokes back a sound as he shakes his head. He can't do this. He's just going to leave. Bye everyone. ]
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Darlin~?
[Softly after him... and then he's shrugging it off, righting himself and doodling in the sand.
9♡TH]
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puts her hand on his shoulder
She doesn't say anything but she's Here ]
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She doesn't have any comforting words, so this is...basically the best she can do. ]
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After a long moment of silence, he finally speaks up.]
...You can hit me, you know.
[The same words Nine said to him, when Kon died.]
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Only just hit?
[ His voice probably sounds like crap right now after all of the screaming and crying. ]
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[He notices that - and wonders if he should get Nine a glass of water, but -
Maybe just being like this'll help, in the end.]
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Yeah, that'll be good...
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A moment of silence passes.]
...I'm sorry, Nine.
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How do you deal with it?
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[There's a small laugh at that - as if his inability to deal is somehow hilarious - but he shakes his head.]
I...just refuse to leave them behind. And - I've had a lot of experience in getting used to death.
[There's a moment of silence, stretching out between his words.]
....Too much experience.
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I thought I was used to it. It's what you have to do to survive, but I never saw myself doing anything else.
[ He means fighting and all the death. ]
Did you have a team back home?