It was a borrowed ideal in the first place. It was never your own.
[He finishes washing, draining out the starchy water and re-rinishing once, to put it in the rice cooker.]
Having something like that be smashed to pieces is a good thing.
[For a moment, he looks...angry, but not at Shirou. No, not at Shirou, because as much as Shirou is awful, as much as he hates his stupidly naive past self...
It wasn't this Shirou that made the choice to become a Counter Guardian out of a misplaced desire to be a hero.]
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[He finishes washing, draining out the starchy water and re-rinishing once, to put it in the rice cooker.]
Having something like that be smashed to pieces is a good thing.
[For a moment, he looks...angry, but not at Shirou. No, not at Shirou, because as much as Shirou is awful, as much as he hates his stupidly naive past self...
It wasn't this Shirou that made the choice to become a Counter Guardian out of a misplaced desire to be a hero.]
You're better off without it.