[Every little childhood memory just hits Chuuta kind of all at once. Chasing after Gucci, being little enough that it was still okay to hold hands, crying into his pillow when he thought Gucci was going to move away, the warm feeling he'd had (even back then) when Gucci smiled and said "you're my best friend".
The way everything fell apart when they were seven years old and he was the only one who survived.]
No way, there's no way I'm...
[Finding out Gucci wasn't dead, knowing that even if he was part of Demille now he'd still always be Chuuta's best friend. Being ready to fight him if that's what it took, with the vague hope that maybe it wouldn't matter if Gucci was a criminal and a murderer, maybe they could still be friends again. And then the aftermath of that fight, Gucci's bloodied smile and you are my best friend and the feeling in Chuuta's heart wasn't just some kind of seeing-your-best-friend-again feeling, it was a feeling that shifted his entire world.
It's one thing to like your best friend, it's another to realize you're in love with him.]
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[Every little childhood memory just hits Chuuta kind of all at once. Chasing after Gucci, being little enough that it was still okay to hold hands, crying into his pillow when he thought Gucci was going to move away, the warm feeling he'd had (even back then) when Gucci smiled and said "you're my best friend".
The way everything fell apart when they were seven years old and he was the only one who survived.]
No way, there's no way I'm...
[Finding out Gucci wasn't dead, knowing that even if he was part of Demille now he'd still always be Chuuta's best friend. Being ready to fight him if that's what it took, with the vague hope that maybe it wouldn't matter if Gucci was a criminal and a murderer, maybe they could still be friends again. And then the aftermath of that fight, Gucci's bloodied smile and you are my best friend and the feeling in Chuuta's heart wasn't just some kind of seeing-your-best-friend-again feeling, it was a feeling that shifted his entire world.
It's one thing to like your best friend, it's another to realize you're in love with him.]